Have you ever?

Have you ever missed someone?

And I don't mean just remembered him and felt sad about not having him there. I mean, actually, really missed someone?

To the point that you can almost feel his hand holding yours or his arms wrapped around you, holding you as you lie in your bed.

Felt the almost physical ache of not having him there by your side. Or felt that nothing is going to be okay or right until you can curl up in his arms again. 

Have you ever gone somewhere incredibly beautiful- maybe to see a sunset, or just driven by the waterfront at night and seen the entire city twinkling with lights- and only thought about him because nothing means anything without him there?

Have you ever gone to clubs or parties and danced and danced but even through all the music and the people, all you wanted was to have that one person dancing with you and the only way you could stop thinking about him was to dance harder and harder until all the thoughts left your mind?

Have you ever gotten in bed at night and started crying because you want to see his face and hear his voice and just have him hold you again? 

Have your eyes ever teared up as you picture his smile, his hands, his arms, his kisses, his hugs, his everything and anything?

Have you wanted to rage at the world because that's not who you want, none of them are who you want and no one will do but him?

Have you ever felt the agony of having felt all this and known that this is what its going to be like for the foreseeable future?

Have you ever missed someone so much that even through all your happiness, you're painfully aware of a void in your life which just won't be filled until he's there again?

Have you?